This past weekend was one of the happiest that I have had since I had my girls. I got to spend the whole weekend with my boyfriend, and around people that accept me for who I am on the inside. I have never had so much fun in one weekend, and even though I really didnt do anything it was a really fun weekend. Friday night goin fishing with my boyfriend and a few friends was exciting, even though i didnt fish.....I spent the time scrapping with my lil big brother..jot jot......and my boyfriend and I touched on a very sore subject.....which wasnt a bad thing. I finally feel that my life is starting to head in the right direction, and even though I have trials in my life to still over come I feel that I can do this......and come out on top and stronger than ever. Im getting ready to go back to court and continue the battle for my girls, but I feel that I can handle things as of right now, and not go off the deep end. I want to thank all the people that are willing to stand behind me and support me through these trials in my life, and please be patient with me for I might fall off the wagon a few times, but I promise that I will live up to the deals that I have made to the two important men in my life. Im happy to be alive, and im very grateful for the things that I have in life right now, and I feel that in due time I will have my girls back......then I will be the happiest woman alive...............LOOK OUT WORLD HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!